Last weekend, I went through all my slides and threw out stacks, or rather plastic page upon plastic page, of slides. There it all was, my pre-digital photographic history.
The first slides I ever took in a beginning photo class at Piedmont Adult School about 12 years ago. Shots of a car going by, shot at different shutter speeds. A photo essay about the old Barbara Streisand “museum” right before it was taken down. Bracketed shots, shots at different focal lengths. I was remembering back about what a revelation all these exercises were at the time and how much care I took to get the exercise right. I was using a manual camera, an old Olympus and slide film and processing was relatively expensive. So these factors made me consider more, I think. The work was precious and exhilerating to me then and I was proud to show it in class. Seeing it now, though, I remember that feeling of newness but not liking the resulting work much.
That feeling carried through as I looked at all the other slides. There was the workshop in Mono Lake and my stab at landscape photography. That trip to Yellowstone and the seeing the Tetons for the first time. I never did capture the grandeur to my satisfaction. Then the passion for macro photography and discovering abstract patterns and colors. Then came the night photography phase. I took pictures of industrial scenes, at night, exclusively for about two years.
After looking at all these slides and ruthlessly editing down the pile, I wasn’t left with much that I wanted to save. I found a couple of surprise slides, a few with promise and saved ones that maybe aren’t that good but have sentimental value.
When I started taking photography seriously, I knew I wouldn’t give it up, that it would be something I’d continue for the rest of my life. It wasn’t just a dabble like so many other things I tried. I couldn’t just try it and then give it up when something more interesting came along. Looking at these slides made me cringe, a lot! But it also showed me that I have become a better, not great, but better photographer, since my slide days.
I know when I go back and review those slides again in another year or two, I’ll toss many more. But for now, the edit seems just right-some sentiment, some art, some promise of work to come.

a slide I liked and saved, work I might want to continue

Not a great shot but one that made me wish I had taken more downtown San Francisco shots when I worked there since I like photo essays.